"State the obvious... I didn't get my perfect fantasy."
I guess that's kind of impossible isn't it? A perfect fantasy is so far out of reach but I guess it's pretty close if you're in that blissful contentment that's so close to happiness that isn't quite there. Because a perfect world, ISN'T a happy one.
But we're human, so we try...
I don't think I'm lost, rather i'm confused.
Or rather he's knocking me upside the head and I'm so hard-headed that I haven't even realized it...
Yes I'm prideful, but I haven't been so prideful as to admit that It was my fault. I'm so sorry, and I don't have the words to say it all.
88 Calender Pages
13 of them Being Double Days
That's
101 Days without you. (no pun intended on the dalmations I SWEAR!)
88 pages of cuteness that we haven't awed over
and 101 days that I haven't learned how to deal with things, and how to stand up for my own problems.
If there's one thing in my inexperienced life that I've learned, it's that a true friend could never be replaced, especially if they're a best friend. Even more so when that friend is you to I.
I'm sorry.
There are a lot of things I have to tell you too.
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