To my Dearest love,
I love you, BUT- A horrible phrase isn't it? You're not sure what's about to come but you know it can't possibly be something good since it's precedent was something wonderful, and something horrible; or I should hope you think it's horrible, because for me it is; must follow the word "but". Now I shall continue, I love you, but this absolutely needs to be adressed or I will force myself to walk away. I will walk away from you, from this, from whatever possibly could be because I know I deserve better than this.
Maybe it's not horrible- I'm stopping myself from continuing that because I also told myself I wouldn't make excuses for you. I had the usual run of, "I'm busy. He's busy. We're both busy. He's hanging out with friends. Maybe he's spending some family time. Maybe something has come up. Maybe... just maybe he doesn't know what he's doing and I'm making a big deal out of something very miniscule. It's the evening and you think morbidly in the evening just wait until the morning and every thing will be just fine."s. I refuse to make excuses, and I refuse to not get what I want from the person I love and who claims to love me- most especially if what I want is to feel special. I want to fall in love with you all over again each and every day. I want to be reminded of why I love you, as well as given new reasons.
I'm dramatic aren't i.
2 comments:
Very. Though I can understand where you're coming from.
In a loving relationship, we want what is best for our partner, and that means our partner wants what is best for us. We show our love because we love, and that means our partner shows their love for us. Sure, we're all inconsiderate, at times, because we're human, but on the whole, we treat each other with kindness and consideration, because that is how our the person we love deserves to be treated.
Never settle for less than you are worth.
That ends today's un-asked for advice that is worth no more than you paid for it.
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