Searching

part of my heart still pines for lost loves
and was left behind in the dust
part of my soul searches for it's final counterpart
and strayed from the path
part of me is searching for the one who will complete me
and help me find myself
so i'm not sure my dearest friend
if i am truly whole

The Words I Never Heard

I always knew he was my closest friend,
but I liked him more than that.
I knew he liked me more than that
One day while i was walking.We were laughing joking talking
We stopped under a maple tree
We sat on a branch, that was high in the clouds.
I asked him a simple question.
How much did he really like me?
He answered with a hug, a grinlike smile
You're my closest friend and that's the truth.
I smiled at him, and his jetblack eyes
Nothing more? Just a friend?
No nothing more. Yes just a friend
What I thought I knew was a lie.
Ever since thn, i have refused.
to smile, to laugh, to sing, to joke.
to say the words I LOVE YOU

Final Breath

With these final breaths;
with my final words;
The only thing I have to say,
is death is my salvation!
Those many nights I cried,
the many tears I shed.
The beatings, the torture, the hurt
that lay deep within my soul.
I can feel my life draining now
I sense my body stiffen.
I could feel the steel, within my flesh.
Blood coursing through my body
As the strands of my life
fade away
I know,
death is my salvation